Jamie passed away while in a lesson at school after the teacher decided to see who could get the most marshmallows in there mouths, we beleived Jamie had choked but his death was put down to a heart attack we will never be able to stop asking ourselves WHY. Jamie touched the lives of many in his short years, he had so many friends and his girlfriend Helen they were all devastated. Jamie was so kind, considerate and funny, anyone who met Jamie instantly fell in love with him, he had the best sense of humour and would always make you laugh. Jamie could lift the spirits of the most depressed person with his georgeous smile. Jamie loved school and had such ambitions for when he was older, he had decided that he wanted to be a pilot and spent ages writing to airlines to gather imformation, he loved sport especially rugby, football, fishing and windsurfing. Jamie left behind his parents Keith and Debbie, his devoted sister Jodie, nanas, grandads, aunts, uncles and cousins.There is a hugh hole in our lives without you darling and our lives will never be the same without you. We love and miss you so much. Please light a candle in the memorial section and tell us of the wonderful stories you have of Jamie and what he meant to you, there are probaly friends that we dont know about who have stories to tell, this way our family can experience his life through others. We love and miss you so much sweetheart untill we meet again love mum, dad and Jodie
thinking of you / Lauren Haynes (family friend )Read >>
thinking of you / Lauren Haynes (family friend )
Hi Jamie
I was thinking about how i hadnt visited for a while and how you might like it if i were to fill you in on what i have been up to recently!
I am now half way through my first semesta at Chester University! - it is really weird lol i dont feel grown up enough to be at university! Im studying a bEd in primary education it is quite fun but hard work. Iv met quite a lot of people and made a few new friends. Chester life is fun but i would never have thought when i was younger i would be a cheerleader ! haha its a laugh though! we go dance and shout n shake our pom poms at the basket ballers. I cheered at the first match of the season last wednesday and i had visions of you n my gran n grandad looking down on me and laughing histerically at how ridiculous i looked. That was good though as it meant i smiled the whole way through the performance dance at half time!
Its weird though to think that you would have just graduated and would be even more grown up !
Matt has just started his second year at uni- doing sports journalism he was very proud of the fact he passed his first year- infact so proud i dont hear the end of the fact he got a first in it - its a shame the first year doesnt count towards your final degree at all! (im not sure he knows this though :) )
I cant believe how much things have changed since you were taken from us! i am quite grown up now i think about it - i have just started going out with Chris Briggs a really nice lad who you went to school with infact i think he was in your year at school ! Jodie knows him too as she worked with him at Clarks like me! haha my first real relationship i would say (well i hope - all the others end in disaster because i went for guys who were my age which didnt seem to work- you know how random/ditzy i am) Chris doesnt seem to mind though :)
I always thought when we were little that me matt you and Jodie would grow up together and share fun and advice with each other til we had families of our own! Its scary how life pans out and how cruel it can be! Since you have been gone our families have grown apart its weird everyone had to do what they could to cope and get on with their lives as best as possible and because of how much pain your family felt which i cant begin to imagine considering we hadnt even known you that long and were all in pieces i guess it was hard for them to continue meeting up with us and for us all to hang out because it felt wrong with just the 7 of us especially since matt was there and you werent! it was awful! Nearly 8 years later and its still hurts knowing we are never going to see you again.
I wont forget you ever! i even have a picture with me at uni on my collage board of the 4 of us! it always makes me smile!
im hoping when i come back at christmas to meet up with your sister and see how married life is treating her! haha its weird to say that even!
I hate change.
Ooh i have cheer leading practice in an hour so im going to say bye bye but i will write again soon. In true student style im still in my pjs and its 6pm !
Miss you lots but forever thinking of you
Love Lauren xxxxx Close
Miss you so much sept 09 / Mum
Hi Jamie Sorry not been on for a while had problems getting on the site. Such alot of things have happened and time passes by but jamie i will never ever stop missing you. Jodie got married to chris in june she came over here to nerja for the wedding she looked stunning. It was such a special day for here but very very hard without you her there were lots and lots of tears tears for jodie and tears because we were all missing you so much. I was so proud of dad when he made his speech he said how proud you would be of your stunning sister and i know how much you would like chris he really takes care of her. Well i cannot beleive we have been here in spain for one year now gosh it has gone quick i have my ups and downs living here it is quite hard when dad is working alot and i am stuck on my own with too much time to think. We do get out quite a bit here with friends that we have made so that is nice the other night we went to watch a singer she was very good but then she started to sing one of your favourite songs and i burst in to tears thinking of you and evrything that you are missing life is so unfair. Love you so much jamie miss you so mcu xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Close
love/ Auntie Chelle
Sorry sweetheart i have not been for a while, Becka n Taylor Jamie (could think of no better middle name than your name ) and hollie keep me so busy. But god do i miss ya, just been listening to Jackson ( you are not alone ) and p diddy ( Ill be missing you ) and yes auntie chelle had lots of tears xxxx Spain was lovely, jodie looked stunning !!! so did mum and dad. but you were missed by everyone xxxxxxxxxxxxxx
So hard sometimes to accept the time that has past, we have moved to another house (back to Northfields ) but hun your photo went back up the day we moved (the one with the parrot ) and both TJ and Hollie Know your name and TJ kinda understands your his cousin, but asks where u r, but thats something i just carnt explain to him just yet xxxxxxxxxxx
I spend alot of time on facebook and have Natasha, lisa and lucy on my friends list they always tell me how much they miss ya and love you dearly xxxxxx
Jamie you are my first nephew, and i hold some wonderful memories close to my heart that nothing can ever take away, no matter how much time comes between us, you will always be loved, cherished and never forgotten.
Miss Ya so much Honey, if only i could have that time back when u made me listen to OPM and the time u pinched my pizza when i was baby sitting.
Always in our hearts love u forever xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Close
To such a great friend / George Temple (school friend/teammate )
Hey Jamie,
Just to let you know, you're always in my thoughts and prayers, and I am looking forward to meeting you again one day. Whenever I have a hard or stressful day, I think of you and how happy, cheerful and generally perky you used to be, always full of energy. Your smile could brighten up any classroom or training session.
Your warmth and kindness was exemplified well, when you saw me delivering papers before we had a training session. I was probably going to be late for it, but you helped me deliver some of the remaining papers and together we finsihed it in no time, and cycled to Durlston Drive to get to training just in time. This is just one of many examples. I remember good times at the jumps, everyone having a great laugh at each other and messing around.
That penalty save against Osbaldwick was awesome and avoided what would likely have been a defeat (as it was, I think we drew the game 2-2).
I'm looking forward to meeting you again one day, we've so much to catch up on!
Thanks to those who set up this page - it's a great idea and is brilliant to keep in touch with our Jamie.
Today is your 22nd birthday, and how much i wish you were here with us. We are here for a few days from spain so came to leave you flowers today. It is so hard to believe how many birthdays you have spent in heaven, the pain we have gone through all these years without you here, and the pain for you and what you are missing out on in life. I came on here tonight and it was so lovely to see that freinds of yours had left tributes, I had tears pouring down my face reading the things they had wrote, but also gave me a giggle at some of there memories of you. Jamie you really did leave an impact on so many peoples lifes.You were such a special person and such a wonderful son and brother. Bet jodie will laugh when i tell her about trying to sell her barbie dolls.
Happy Birthday Sweetheart, we love and miss you so much
Mum and Dad xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Happy Birthday Jamie XXX / Lucy Smith (Childhood/school friend )
Jamie, i just wanted to say Happy Birthday. Just like November the 12th, today is one of the days where everybody tries to be really strong yet inside they feel so much pain because you're not here. Although you're in all our thoughts daily it's so sad on this day that we have to write happy birthday on here instead of being able to say it to you in person. I dont know why but sometimes you're in my thoughts a lot more than other times. I have a favourite memory of you from when you lived down my street and we did a little stall on the side of the road to make some money. I was so worried about getting into trouble because you were trying to sell Jodies barbie dolls!! Luckily however, the fact you had drawn nipples on them meant we sold... NONE!!! I was so relieved! It's funny when i look back now :) I cant believe it'll be 8 years this year since you left us. Its a long time yet still feels very raw when we think about it, i think it shows the impact you had on us all. I remember every detail of the day you left us- it's strange how it stuck. It's the sunniest day we've had in a long time today... Please keep it up!! As you know, you're always in our thoughts- as is your family who we hope are being strong and are comforted to know you are loved and missed. Be good and have a great birthday, i'll toast you a drink :) Much love, Lucy XXX
thinking about you / Olivia Evans (School friend )Read >>
thinking about you / Olivia Evans (School friend )
Hi Jamie, I can't believe how long its been since you and your lovely smile left us. I always think about you every November and just recently I've thought about you a lot. Im not really in touch with many people from school anymore however I'll never forget you.
Remember when we used to sit next to each other in food tech for 3 yrs? you used to crack me up telling me stupid jokes and making up the strangest food recepies! I 'll always remember the class when we had to make a nutritious lunch the keyword being 'nutritious' and you made....a bacon sandwich! You always made me laugh and I remember thinking that you were one of the nicest lads I knew, such a gentle soul. I miss our cheeky banter we used to take the mick out of each other so much in that class!!
What made me think of you recently is because I'm living my dream im at theatre school in London and I'm gonna be in the West end soon, I remember us talking about what we wanted to be when we were older and you were fascinated when I told you about the west end. I recently sang a song about you in an excercise at college when we had to think about one of the saddest times of our lives and make up a song to the story, my class thought it was beautiful and it was very emotional when I told them about you. I also live with an air steward and recently went to St Lucia with him and I got to go and sit in the pilots bit (I don't know what its called but im sure you do!) but I thought of you again. I know you didn't get to be a pilot but you would have made a great one! I'll never forget you Jamie
love always Livvy xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Close
Time is of no importance x / Auntie Chelle Read >>
Time is of no importance x / Auntie Chelle
To our precious Nephew and Cousin
You will forever be in our thoughts and hearts, your memory will live on with us. Taylor Jamie one of your new cousin's looks at your photo in the hall, and says your name and i will tell him all about you when he is older and his sister Hollie.
Becka says she loves you lots, and has lots of happy memorys of you ( to be fair thats all anyone has ) and she hopes you like the flowers
Its so hard even after so many years, to begin to understand.
Jamie darling you will forever be in our hearts, minds and souls never forgotten and always loved
All our love forever, Auntie Chelle, Becka, Taylor J, Hollie xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
We are flying back to england today, so tomorrow i will come to visit you with flowers. I miss you so much, this time of year is extremly hard. Every year when it comes up to the anniversay i can never beleive how long we have gone without seeing you. I really cant beleive it has now got round to 7 years without you here.
So many things change, but one thing that dosent change is the way i miss and love you so much. My heart still aches everyday to give you a big cuddle.
Love and miss you my sunshine love forever mum xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Sorry i havnt written in a while. Lots of things been happening, we sold the buisness at long last in july so have been so busy sorting everything out with that.
We leave to go to spain on tuesday, so have been loading the van up with everything to take. Went to the cemetary today to visit you and i cried buckets, i feel so much that i am leaving you, even everyone says you will be coming with me. We have found a lovely place near our house in spain where people go to leave flowers for there loved ones, so once aweek me and dad are going there to leave flowers for you.
I also worry so much about jodie staying here, yes i know she is with chris and she seems really happy with him, but i so much wish she was coming too. I will speak to her everyday on the phone and we will come back to see her often.
I love you so much darling and my heart will never stop aching for you, love you forever mum xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Thinking of you / Lauren Haynes (Family friend )Read >>
Thinking of you / Lauren Haynes (Family friend )
Hey sorry i have not dropped by in a while... life has been pretty hectic! i cant believe i have already done my first year of A levels lol.. where has all the time gone?
Its funny the little things that make me think of you.. especially music, such as because i got high- and heaven is a half pipe i remember dancing around the loft extension at you house -the four of us when they came on the radio lol.
I heard Shaggys song it wasnt me on the radio last week when i was driving around and i instantly thought of you... mum calls it Jamies song! lol i remember when we used to come round on Friday evenings after school and your mum would be like whats happened to this you would instantly say it wasnt me with a big grin on your face! lol i remember when matt trapped his finger in the door because you were in such a rush to show us your den on the common and you were like it wasnt me lol you were so excited you didnt realise ! it made me laugh
I have just realised how small this world is... i found out yesterday that half my friends at clarks were in your year at school or were good friends with you or knew you through jodie lol it doesnt surprise me though that you knew the likes of Nick Bidder and Chris briggs they are just as insane and happy go lucky as you so its not surprising you were friends! they all manage to make me laugh too lol and look out for me!
Aerosmith! 'i dont wanna a miss a thing' that is also what made me think of you lol - we were playing on guitar hero- (you would love it its just like the dance mat and plugs in to the playstation) lol its really good i played on it with chris a couple of weeks ago lol im pretty crap.. but he got the aerosmith version for his birthday and we were talkin about his songs and i was like i have to do this song it makes me think of Jamie its Mint, you never did want to miss out on anything ! lol i remember in Menorca the whole boat ride thing you nagged ur mum n dad to take you on it cus we were!
lol anyway always thinking of you ... will never forget you!#
lots of love xxxxxxxxx
Ps Matt sends his love too i know he doesnt come online anymore but i often catch him looking at your photo in the lounge i know he thinks of you often... he collected all of the articles from the evening press when you left us as he was gonna form a scrap bookl but he never got round to it.
I think he is still pretty gutted that you never got to buy him his first pint lol he always talked of how you were going to be drinking buddies!
He goes off to uni in september .. he always was a year behind lol he took extra AS levels.. and is going to do sports journalism in Stafford hopefully... lol i cant wait... it means i get the car lol ... nah i dont mean that i will miss him really.
Just a little thought / Lottie Riley (old friend )Read >>
Just a little thought / Lottie Riley (old friend )
Hello Jamie,
Something made me think of you today! I was putting on my mascara and got it in my hair. This reminded me of one day at school when you had told me I had in in my hair and it was ment for my eyelashes! thought I would mention I thought of you today. Lots of love Lottiexx
~WERE YOU ONE OF THE LUCKY ONES~ / TAMMY MOM TO ~ANDREW CARDWELL~ Read >>
~WERE YOU ONE OF THE LUCKY ONES~ / TAMMY MOM TO ~ANDREW CARDWELL~
I Wish I was One of the Lucky Ones
Were you one of the Lucky Ones?
Did you get to meet the one that lived every day as if it were his last?
Did you see that smiling face, did you hear his infectious laugh?
Did you know the one that had a hug for even the ones that fussed at him?
Did you ever go somewhere and know when the life of the party arrived?
Did you know the one that could make the best of the worst situation?
Did you feel like you were a special person around him?
Did you ever feel so loved?
Were you one of the lucky ones... that got to meet my son? ~ANGEL JAMIE MAY YOU ALWAYS KEEP HIS MEMORY ALIVE~ Close
Just a quick note... / Charlene Watkinson (School Freind )Read >>
Just a quick note... / Charlene Watkinson (School Freind )
Hi Jamie, god how time flies, i cannot believe we are now into 2008. I am still at college and still ftrying to fund raise as much as possible for C.R.Y. I hope you are getting on ok in heaven, no doubt your smile is making lots of people happy, it is just a shame that you and your amazing smile cant be with us making us all hapoy. Anyway will keep popping back on here and having quick chats. Lots of love, miss you still love Charlene, ps i wonder if you've met James Bruin yet, tell him i love him x x xtnyt Close
missing you so much / Mum
Hi jamie sorry it has been so long since i have written to you, been having so many problems getting onto the site. So many things have happened in the last six years without you, so many things that people that have not gone through loosing a child would find so hard to cope with. But after going through the worst thing possible in some ways i feel as though i have become a much stronger person, and i try not to let other things get me down. We are spending alot of time in spain now and we are looking to be there for good in april, we have so much work to do there with the house and trying to set up a buisness as well as keeping the buisness going here, it does help dad and i to keep really busy. The robin is in the garden every day in spain that does help, i feel as though it is a sign from you, to say look mum and dad i am still around. Jodie is looking to get married in spain in june 09, i think she is abit young but then she has had to go through so much with loosing her brother, she has had to grow up so quick. She tells me mum i dont know what is going to happen tomorrow. You would really like chris, they do seem to get on so well and if she gets upset he is always there for her. I am sat here typing this looking at your beautiful photo and thinking how can life be so cruel for you to be taken from us and how cruel for you to loose your life at 14 when you had so much to live for. I will never stop thinking each day what you would be doing now. I will love and miss you always my darling jamiexxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Close
HAPPY VALENTINES DAY / JEANNIE MOM TO DUANE SUESS (CONNECTED BY ANGELS )Read >>
HAPPY VALENTINES DAY / JEANNIE MOM TO DUANE SUESS (CONNECTED BY ANGELS )
Still here... I saw you standing at my grave ...but i'm still here I saw you urn and say goodbye you waved ...but i'm still here I heard you call my name as you slept last night I felt your pain and fear and fright ...but i'm still here
I heard you wonder how you'd cope alone ...but i'm still here I heard you sob, i heard you moan ...bu i'm still here I saw you as you held yor head in your hands with the world still full of your times demands ...but i'm still here
I held you in my arms today ...i'm still here I felt your response because you knew there was a way ...i'm still here I know you felt my hand as it brushed againt your cheek i havent left your side, ive been here all week ...i' still here
I have a new home where i now reside ...but i'm still here love is still the same from the 'other side' ...and i'm still here from time to time ill pop in and say hello i'm really sorry i had to go ...but i'm still here
its my greatest wish you live each day ...knowing i'm still here life must carry on and i know you'll fin a way ...knowing i'm still here i promise one day, there'll be an easeto the pain and i want you to begin to live your lfe again ...knowing i'm still here
you still have so much more of your life to live ...but i'm still here your beautiful soul has such alot to give ...and i'm still here lots more dancing, singing and fun parties to attend and things to be done ...and remember... i'm still here
How much i wish i didnt have to write this here and we could just talk like we used to, How you used to take the piss outta me, because of my choice of men ( eg. beckas dad ) and how i used to take the piss outta your taste in music. Nothing can take away my memories of you and Jodie. They will stay in my heart forever. So Jamie with a smile on my face i wish you a merry christmas. And so wish you were here all our love chelle & Becka Taylor & Hollie xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
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