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Hi Jamie
I dont think i will ever accept that you have gone, but i will never forget the day that you did go it was just like someone turning the light out on my life.
I want to move on and somedays i think i can but then on others i know i cant.
I know im not a nice person anymore and everybody around me has to put up with a lot,but sometimes i just dont care.
Sometimes all i want is to be left alone with the lovelly memories i have of you.
Iknow that some of the things i have done lately will anger you but i hope you will give me a chance to explain when we are together again.
I wish i could have had your persona son because to me you where perfect and always will be.
I still go to some of the places where i used to watch you play football and rugby
i smile when i first park up but then all i can do is sob.
I most often go to Dunnington where you played the day before you went it made me so proud when the oppositions dads where saying there keepers had a good game not knowing that i was your dad, i also quite often go to osbaldwick where you saved a penalty i will never forget Russ saying no problem Jamie will save this and you did, i think that was one of my proudest days not just because you saved the penalty but because of the lovelly things Russ said about you he actually told me he loved you and that is a lovelly thing to hear another dad say about your son.
Such lovelly and proud memories Jamie i will love and miss you untill the day i die.
Dad xxxxxxxxx
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